Friendship and Feelings...

Have you ever had a friendship that just fizzled out? You can't put your finger on the exact reason/reasons it's fizzled, but you lay awake at night and in your heart hope and pray that it wasn't something you said or did. OR...have you ever had a great friend move away and slowly watch your friendship change as the years go by and your connection fades. I am having both of those experiences right now. A friendship that has just fizzled out and another friendship that has changed with distance. Frankly, I am sad about both of them. I miss a dear friend that moved away but sense that she is content with the changes in her life and has made new friends in her new home. I miss a dear friend who is still here but no longer feels the need for our friendship like I do. And I am sad that at my age I am still feeling insecure about fitting in...like I am 13 years old and back in junior high.